I had a couple of boyfriends when I was a teenager, then I decided not to date anyone for 2 years. It's almost been 5 years now since I've had a bf. I've gotten so used to the single life. Then in august I met someone that I had an instant connection/chemistry with, and it was nothing like anything I'd ever felt before, but I don't think the feelings are mutual because he never asked me out. It sucks cause I've met many guys, but he made me feel something so special.. How many people in the world could make me feel this way? I don't think it's many, so it will be hard to find again.