Sometimes I wished I never changed to be the more introverted person I am right now. I used to go around trying my best to socialise everyday for social survival or some shit like that, but then I thought why even try if it takes up too much energy and that it was always me on the giving end. So college happened, I got separated from my old friends and just go along with the flow. I declined outings that I don't feel like going, avoid large groups of people and talking so much is really tiring nowadays. But when break comes, I would be the one to just spend time with myself, seeing other people going out and posting pictures with their friends and all. Not like I don't have any friends now, they're just pretty much like me..some of them. So I think, is it alright living life like this? Saying "this is the real me, it can't be helped", is it just an excuse?