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I am single and I'm over 30 and still a virgin. I watched too many movies and cartoons when I was a kid about finding true love, share the first kiss and have a happy ending. nowadays I'm picky and people around me repeatedly tells me to find a husband. it's not I'm bad looking, I look cute though and I have my own personality but I keep finding excuses such as "he's not interested in me" thought. I think my reason to not falling in love is because I'm afraid. I had a crush when I was young, I hide and watch him from when I have the opportunity. Just when I have the chance to tell him about my feelings, he admitted that he loves my sister... the worst part is that she's my twin sister and we look alike, the only differences was our personality. I keep blaming myself for not being good enough, and my sister has always been loved by everyone. I'm not jealous but happy for her. I can be happy if I just be just like her, but then I would just lie to myself, and I don't want that. thanks for reading my thoughts, I really want to share this with my family but I know them very well and I'm sure they will just say I'm stupid and I'm imagine stuff...

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  • This is the first time I've heard someone else say their 30 and a virgin. Suddenly, I don't feel quite so alone! Well, I'm actually 29 and 7 months but close enough

  • * she was always loved by others. All my crushes end up liking her and with the time I compare myself to her

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