My exs dad made him breakup with me and im still a little obsessed over him. Not because I love him, but because im very competive and feel like I lost a game when I thought I was making all the right moves. Hes the one who got away. the feeling of losing is somthing I have a hard time accepting and I contemplated killing him for a little while just so it would seem like I won. I lost a boyfriend so they lose a son. Seems fair right?