I can't stop thinking about my first love in high school. Its sad that we don't even talk to each other anymore. He's probably moved on with his life but I wonder if he ever thinks about me ya know. I keep everything we've had from our relationship in great condition and get mad at anyone who touches it. I judge and compare every guy i've dated to him and that makes them not good enough in my eyes because he knows how to calm me down. He knows how to shut me up in an argument and he definitely knows how to hold me. Help me I don't know how to move on in my love life. Actually I don't think I want to.