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I have a fear of losing my boyfriend but also a fear of falling in love with him. Sooo its like I dont want him to leave but I don't want to love him. He took my virginity so I should love him right? And I do. I just have to let go of my past and let him in. I don't know why I cant its really hell. I've also tried to talk him out of sex cause I'm scared of getting pregnant (I'm 18 and still in high school) and he is 20. He wants kids right now and I obviously do not! and all the while I am trying to make my ex jealous. Its like every move I make is to get back at him and I'm so miserable!!! Its a vicious cycle...I wish I was dead...

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  • Just because you slept with someone (even if it was your first time) you don't have to love them. As long as you use protection you shouldn't get pregnant, if you wanna be super careful go on the pill and use condoms. If you're trying to make your ex jealous it sounds like you're hung up on him and not really interested in your current boyfriend. If it's really that bad then maybe see a shrink?

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