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Depression is kind of addicting. One thought and you are sucked it. You don't really want to, but it just happens. When sadness turns into anger, and you have no outlet, what do you do?? So now I'm sitting here wallowing is self pity and hatred, hoping that sharing this will help, because I'm losing my mind. Losing my will to want to do anything with my life. Losing my will to not just feel a little pain. A pinch, a small scratch, anything to keep my mind occupied. Wow, this post spun out of control....

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  • I remember this feeling. The worst part? it's REALLY hard to leave when you figure a way out because depression is all you've ever known and it has been your excuse for so long. You gotta try to find a way out. Something meaningful even if it is a long shot. I was depressed about being a 23 year old virgin. So I forced myself to get a job and move out even if it was just into a trailer. I was still depressed for the fact I was a kissless virgin and couldn't find a girl I had a connection to or would suffer an "inexperienced" man, so I started an online relationship with a foreign girl from a culture that waits for marraige and likes virgin men. I saved up all my minimum wage checks and went to see her. We have been married 7 years. I have a good office job, a great home, perfect kids, and that girl I lost my virginity to still loves me and even accepts my wrist scars. You have to find that longshot ANYTHING! You literally have NOTHING to lose because life IS death at this point. You have to try, force yourself to get up, exercise, clean up, put on nice clothes and go out and seek the destiny you want more than anything.

  • Depression is addicting? You can't get addicted to mental illness, bro.

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