I've been single for 3 years because I push people away. sometimes on purpose sometimes subconsciously. the sad fact is I know when its happening and alow it. however I just met someone and I've never clicked with anyone like her before. within 3days I asked her out, and we're an item. I figured, why not try something new? I feel like a teenager diving in blindfolded.. but I'm so excited. I'm looking forward to this adventure, I feel unstoppable.