I want so badly to fall in love with someone. I just need him to love me and support my dreams. I am going to be 20 in April but as so many peoples here I haven't even been kissed. I want to be a mother, do youth work and write novels. I am a great cook, I am fair enough although I am a overweight. I am a bookworm and a complete sci-fic nerd. But I haven't even been asked out for a date. Not even when I was thiner. My biggest fear is that I will end up like May Alcott, the writer.