I wish I was like some of my friends, full of confidence and positivity. I just lost my job and I have a month to get another before I'm kicked out of my apartment, lose my vehicle and everything I own. I will have nowhere to live. All my positive friends say that everything is going to be ok at and I'll get a job right away like they have before but I'm a realist and a negative person. I don't know how to be positive like they are. I'm really scared that in going to be homeless in a month. The worst part is that I'm also a procrastinator. I'm my own worst ENEMY.