I'm in college and I've made such great friends, but one greater in particular. We cut classes and go to the mall instead, we made fun of this b*tch in our class who thought she was ohsoperfect, but our blockmates are always so amazed as to how we pass our exams (we cheat off my smart seatmate's work). But this really great friend of mine . . . recently I've become really jealous whenever people compliment her because they saw her as "gorgeous" and to them I was only "cute". On the outside, I'm all smiles and thank yous because I've tried so hard to be the nice girl everyone liked. But, really, I'm a horrible, vain and shallow person and it has gotten me to the worst of catfights in my younger years.