I had a miscarriage 2 months ago, and I'm only 16. I know I wasn't ready for a child, but it still eats away at me. I broke up with my 22 year old boyfriend because he refuses to believe I was pregnant in the first place. I'm so afraid of being alone that I jumped into a relationship with a guy in Virginia with Aspergers. I really like him, but the thought of him touching me makes me sick at times and I'm terrified to develope feelings for him.