Im really happy with my girlfriend and i am thinking of getting married with her. She is the love of my life and i am proud to call her my girlfriend. Still i cant get out of my head that she had sex with other guys and sometimes i want to kill them or myself because i am scared i cant satisfy her even though i am quite sure about that and our sexlife is wonderful for both. I just cant handle the fact that it will never be like that. I am transgender.