I tried committing suicide by overdosing on pills. I got scared and realized I wasnt ready. I was tired, oh so tired, and I couldn't stop throwing up, I was terrified to fall asleep for fear of never waking up. My dad spent the whole day yelling at me that I was fine, that I was being lazy, and to grow up. To this day my parents have no idea I was ever suicidal. This was 2 1/2 years ago.