I was sexually used at the age of 12 whilst at a Christmas party. My parents aren't aware and I try not to think about it. The guy that took advantage of me was only 2 years older. He never Denys what happened that night but I don't think he realises the effects it has had on me! But the thing is, after this incident occurred I went back to this guy a few months later because I felt lonely. We started to do some sexual stuff and then when I got home I realised how wrong of me it was and how I was basically asking for disaster.