I met a guy a while ago and several months later, I still think about him every day and I thought we clicked so well but I never saw him again after that day. Now the only thing I want in life is to see him again. Every day I debate whether I should try and contact him and tell him how I feel but I don't, because maybe deep down I know it would only ruin everything and make him think I was crazy or something. I don't think anyone has ever returned feelings for me. I can't decide if I'm attractive or not and will probably resign to the fact that I will live and die alone. I am always waiting for the moment when it seems right to find him again and tell him because I'm dying to know what would happen but if he reacts poorly or gets scared and ignores me afterwards I don't know what I'd do. I really thought that for the first time there finally could have been something, and I am hanging on to the tiny sliver of a chance that maybe he feels the same way, but I am probably not good enough for him.