maybe i should see a psychologist again but the thing is i've been to several over the years. eventually i've stopped going cause all of them sooner or later said that they don't know what to tell me anymore and just looked bored with my problems. other thing is when i left the session it's almost as nothing had been said, i absorb his/her advises but continue to do the same mistakes again. i'm so fucked up, my family kinda shuns me, i mean they know i'm a loser with no life. i don't have any friends left, managed to pushed them all away. i have these rushes of anxiety more than once everyday and it's killing me inside.