I was at this party a while ago and well everyone just got quite drunk and then there was this girl we were just like 'with each other' the whole time - we met on this party. And later we just went and lay on a bed and make out and well I 'played with her'. But now I really feel very bad about it. I don't know why. It sucks. I can't talk to her because of that. I guess it's because I have a lot of respect for women, but I am not sure.