I'm in an 8 year relationship and while he is away on business I got together with this guy I met in primary school. We fucked and it was more amazing than either of us expected. I saw him again and I can't stop thinking about him. I want him again and again. I don't want to leave my partner because I can't see my life without him, nobody can love me like he does. I love him. I am telling myself that being with this guy doesn't mean I don't love my partner or want to leave him... I don't want to think about this... I just want to live in the moment and forget the world for an instant.