I hate my life. And this is somewhat troublesome because I can't just kill myself because it would be too selfish and my parents would be devastated. As such, I'm planning on moving abroad, get a home, a job and a car and wait for them to die. Meanwhile I'll be saving up some money for my three sisters. Once my parents are both dead and the amount of money is minimally acceptable I'll shoot myself in the head. I'll do this because I really see no point in me being alive.