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so.. apparently im the perfect guy: loving, caring, kind, sweet talker, i can cook, i clean, i make killer desserts and cakes... wellt at least i heard that I'm perfect in the last two years alot.. younger girls even told me they fell for me, just by talking(they are young, can't blame them, 15-18 they didn't knew it better) even more mature women said that(22-29) but as soon as they saw me, most of them disappeared... and those who didnt, disappeared when they got to know my story(im always honest with it, i heard and told enough lies in my life) i had two short relationships (first 4months, second 6months) but i was cheated on and got used... no matter how often i get told that im so sweet, nice and whatever.. i ended up alcoholic and even more depressed, I feel like there is only one way out for me(there is way more shit in my life, than just my love life, its just the tip of the iceberg)... i fear it, but i cant stop thinking about it.. and thats the only thought that gives me some sort of comfort, because every other thoughts that does is impossible to reach for me... (i write that to let other people know how i feel, but also because writing about it, is the only therapy that works for me)

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  • want to be email buddies? I'm 19, female

  • hang in there brother, belief me bether days are coming. and about the alchohol problem, alcholohol doesnt help problems bud then again. neither does milk...

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