why did I look! why do I torture myself? I was there first and she gets the ring. I have you my heart and soul. Gave you my untouched body, she gets the ring. she gets you! Damn, I'm so mad and pissed right now. I feel like the biggest fool. I was there, gave you my all. she gets the ring. I get it last. I wear you name proudly but my heart tears for my 17year old self. why did I look! such have left it in the past.