I love my girlfriend, like i really do, she's the girl I want to marry someday. But she gives me bad memories, because we were in the same school and I was really bullied and laughed at in that school. Idk what to do, like I try yo have a good time with her, but i can only think about the persons who used to mock me in school. But when i think of leaving her, just the thought breaks my heart... Idk what to do