I am in a relationship with a controlling, possessive man. All we do is wake up, go to work, come home, eat, and go to sleep just to do it again. I am getting bored and I feel unhappy but I don't want to leave because I feel hes the best looking I can get. I know that makes me selfish and shallow and I shouldn't be with him because of his looks but I am. That and I have false hope that he will change but deep down I know he won't. Just getting it off my chest.