being depressed for 15 years is no fun. nobody cares howuch I cried or how hurt I feel. I have been looking for ways to make myself feel better. you know what, dating someone really helps but til he betrayed me, I'm down again with depression. I have few friends, noone can really help, my family don't even care. All alone and depressed is hard, but its even harder to take my own life, I don't have the guts to do it. people is living a happy life but everyday I'm struggling to survive another day.