I stand here confused as to which path I should take. One continues the journey I'ved been on while the other I wonder about and think about and dream about and push it if my mind but yet it continues to say hello and smile at me. I want to. I want you. I wish you knew. I wish I knew. I'm torn. I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm lonely but not alone. Constantly reaching out for my phone. No messages. Wait, let me double check. Still no messages as of yet. It's only been ten minutes but it feels like ten years. I lay awake at night wishing you were near. I'm tired. It's late. Goodnight.