Been in love with one of my closest friends for years now. I met her about 5 years ago and shortly thereafter I started developing feelings for her. Didn't have the gall to ask her out at that time. She has no idea how I feel and has had a boyfriend for about 3 years now, I can't bring myself to move on. I have had a girlfriend and while I had my girlfriend I barely spoke to my friend because I was afraid my feelings for her would crop up again...somehow it did and slowly led to the demise of my girlfriend's relationship with me. Anyway, last night I dreamed about my friend, nothing sexual, she and I just spoke in the dream, had a conversation for what felt like hours, can't remember what we said, but when I woke up I had this overwhelming feeling of happiness, one like I rarely felt before, even though I know the dream wasn't real, it was just so exciting and, well, awesome, to have the feeling of having spent a lot of time with her. Just had to share this somehow.