I've been homeschooled, and am doing to puic school this year. 7th grade. I'm scared, or at least very worried, about such a stupid thing -- gym. I don't have the best confidence, and am not happy with my body but, I also have scars. I 'took up' self harm a year or so back and regret it a lot. They're not large, just tiny white lines but very noticeable on my slightly tamn skin. Well, it's hell pale but it slightly darker than most Caucasian people since I have native roots. I don't want to show my arms or upper thighs, but I don't know the school outfits or their dressing codes. My scars are a major source of anxiety for me, I hate them. I understand it was my fault but it's the past and I can't change it. I don't know what I'm hoping to accomplish with posting this, but it helps to get it off my back.