Ive learned to stay quiet while she yells (it had once seemed impossible), but im starting to suspect that she doesn't want respect, but rather a follower who will treat her every thought and command or action as a justifiable morally correct truth. Unfortunately i am a logical person and every truth i hear is narrowed down until the little white lies no longer remain. For once i wish i was a sheep; a follower, humble, weak. This way it would be easy to submit to her every whim but instead, i am a lion; a leader, proud, strong. All good traits, until shes yelling, and i cant back down. For others yes, but never, for her. For that, i am sorry.