I just cut myself to make him pay me more attention than the last 2 party guests that he wont ask to leave. He cuddled me for a few minutes and didn't even see it. Right before he left I told him I cut myself. He didn't respond. I sent him a sms saying "I really did" and still no response. More vodka and slashing myself for me! He pays them more attention than to me any given day. And yet I still love him.