I am a 21 year-ols guy. I was virgin until the last year. I was so depressed that I was seeing all my mates with their girlfriends, one also used to tell me his stories (you know....) on the bed with his own gf and that made me so sick I couldn't think about it anymore. So one day I decided to go to an escort and so it was. I know, it's bad when your 1st time is with an escort :( I felt so bad and good at the same time when I was out of the home. But something went wrong and my freaking brain let me go with escort another 3 times. Then I stopped. Now i feel like a shit because of the need to pay girls to have fake sex... :( I wish I could go back and stay virgin again!! Guys, don't do as I did!!