This might sound messed up, I really really really love my boyfriend, I mean I would go crazy without him, he's crazy about me too. The sex is amazing too. The only thing is, I cringe whenever I see him naked, he's not fat, but he's not fit either, almost like an old man's body. I'm really fit , skinny and toned. Whenever he's naked, I try not to look away or not show it on my face that I don't like what I see. That's okay, start bashing at me, calling me a shallow bitch. I'm never breaking up with him, he's my everything, my one and only love.