My parents are multi-millionaire, I have nice houses and cars with that my friends thinks i am the coolest and most happiest girl they ever met but in reality i am suffering from deep depression and i have imagined thousand times of killing myself. Even though i walk this earth with a smile but i go back to bed shedding tears and wishing i was never born. My parents are abusive and constantly black-mailing me with my education (if i don't pull up good grades, or go out with friends too much they will not let me go to school) :'( i am losing my mind every night, i can't remember the time i actually smiled. I rock myself to bed thinking of answers , i even let the V-tec kick in so i could just crash or fall of a bridge but then i stop and think about my siblings and friends. :( i am going nuts here and nobody knows or can comfort me.
its tough, I've been there. don't worry, it'll be over soon. trust me, just tough it out k? don't give up, relax and take each day as it comes. I was in your shoes once, and now I'm really happy. because I was able to overcome all those things.
So get a student loan and support yourself. Put on your big girl panties and go have a real life
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