I think my mission in life is to annoy people. And I have 0 real friends throughout life. which I don't mind, because I can't connect to people, I always get bored of them. Or they ended up saying some stupid things that I don't agree. So I just disappear. The only person I love besides my parents, is my dog. And I don't feel sad. I always enjoyed being a lonely person. The problem is that I think this isn't normal. I'll see a psychiatry, because i may be a sociopathy.