I don't know why, but I don't really "fall in love". I'm always crushing really hard, but when I know the person isn't interested, I also lose interest and am able to move on during a single week. when I find a person who shows interest then we'll hang out and suddenly (snap) my interest is gone and I have to break a heart. why am I like this?! why can't I fall in love and have goosebumps and feel butterflies and all that shit?! and yes, I've been in a relationship (for over a year) and the feelings didn't show up.