I am a 21-year-old girl and I am studying computer science. I know what you think. But no, I am not fat and ugly. My size is about 5ft4" and my weight is about 116lb. I have brown hair, no glasses, no crooked nose or something else. I am not a freak, I love to wear high heels and the newest clothes and I am just a cheerful friendly girl, who likes math and programming. Sometimes I think I should wear my boyfriends clothes to fit with all the freaks together. From about 400 students there are only 5 other girls. I am not superficial.. and it doesn't metter to me that three of them have unwashed neon-colored hair, pimple and glasses and the other two also have unwashed hair and both stink and that one of the five looks like a lesbian,, All of that would be okay to me, but why are all of them so so so annoying and crazy and creepy at the same time? One of the neon-colored hair with pimple and glasses is shouting when she just wants to say something. I'm feeling like beeing in a madhouse. The guys are also creepy. The badest chat-up-lines and running after. Most of them has longer hair as long hair as I have and my hair went to my bellybottom. That is okay, but why does noboy wash its hair? That's so disgusting. I don't understand that. Some guys stink too and have straggly beard that I think there are living animals in it.. Yes I find that is disgusting and I really try to deal with it but the guys are creepy too. They watch porns when we have to work in groups, they try that often to touch me, try to grab my hair.. why can't they just be normal? I thought people who study computer science must be just a bit intelligent.... not just behave like monkeyboys. When I found some guys, who are a bit more hygienic, then they are creepy too...I love studying computer science but I hate all the people there. I am feeling like a smug barbie doll, but a can't deal with it anymore.. the jabbering, all the pervert things and jokes and all the grabbings make me hating them. I wish there is a normal person somewhen.