I know you went to another continent and you don't know whrn you are going to comeback. And I know i said i will understand if you get a girlfriend and it's fine by me. But youu sticking to me, and talking to me for hours every week or even twice, you telling me that you love me and wanna marry me, and then stop calling for a month and coming back to tell me that you were in a no string attached relashionship, but stoped because the girl wanted to become your gf, but you don't however you wanna stay friend with her so there is a chance for benefits again. as if i am your olf friend is called CHEATING ! and it hurts so much. I would really like to get back at being your old friend (and ex) and tell you that everythings will be fine, but it s not fine at all, I am not fine..