I have the most caring understanding man in my life right now and I feel like I can't do enough to show him how much I care cause I'm below the poverty lvl for my country and I tend to wake up, get depressed and stay up long hours wondering if I'm good for him. I have reproductive health problems and I fear of losing him cause he wants children but I can't. He means the world to me but I don't feel like the world to him, I don't feel worth it. I know that to him, I am a sudden gift compared to his five years of being single but I don't feel like a gift. I feel broken.