One day I was about to shoot myself in a suicide attempt. Gun was cleaned and loaded and was shot not half an hour before. Just as I pulled the trigger my best friend, girlfriend now, texted me saying "Hey...can you talk.." and it jammed. We still don't have an explaination why. But now after that, any time I've wanted to end my life she saved me. I don't feel alone and actually know what it's like to feel loved. I love her with everything I have.