My biggest dream in life is to become a mom. There are other goals, obviously. Own a home. Graduate college. Get married. Travel the world. But I could deal with it if I didn't get those other things. If I lived my whole life, got to be in my 50s or 60s and never had a child, I'd be devastated. I love my nephew and baby cousins, but it's not the same. I want my own. I can't explain why any better than I can understand why someone doesn't want kids. But I'm so worried I'll never fall in love and have a family. I'm scared something will come up and I just won't be able to have kids at all.