so I was out drinking with my friends listening to their relationship problems and advises. I came to realise that happiness, appreciating moments and live without regrets is very important. He did not text me for 2 days and surprisingly I've been waiting for him to text me. while I was walking to my car and thinking of him, suddenly he texted me telling me that he's drunk and also sent me a photo of us. the next morning he said he wanted to kiss me but he was just blabbering. there came a strong urge in me that I want to surprise and give him a deep good kiss which he long for. so I've been thinking the whole day and finally I ditched my mom and texted him for dinner. He landed, read my message, didn't bother to reply. so forget about him, i went dinner came back. I lost my mood, I don't want to see him, I lost faith, I felt like a cheap skate idiot. sometimes I wonder am I just a substitution or a person just to be taken advantage of.