I feel like ive settled for my friends. I never feel like they spend enough time for me or make enough time for me. they spend far more time and effort with/on their boyfriends or even their other friends. if I were to text them I might just be talking to myself for a while. the one friend I have who does respond and will actually talk to me hates helping me with my problems. I never really hang out with them unless I plan and do everything. im sick of all that effort. one of my friends wants to change classes and that means I wont see her in the day anymore but she'd rather be in a class with this boy she doesnt even like. i used to think all my friends suck and I needed new ones but i love being with them when I can. then i thought it was me..i mean they all act like this and my guy friends r even worse as they tend to act like I don't exists, but now I dont even care why it happens. My friends are about as good as it's gonna get and i dont want to make new ones so oh well.