If there's such a thing as a soul, a conscious cluster of energy.. whatever. Then it seems that I started my time here by accident or as punishment. Or I volunteered to be here, not knowing what this place really is. If I indeed chose this place then I regret it. If it is punishment then it definitely feels like it. This world is so pretty, yet so cruel. I'm not trying to leave this place only because there are other "souls" that care about me and I still have things to finish here before I leave. Otherwise I'd buy a one way ticket out of here, even if it means that I leave into nothingness.