I'm super happy being single, but sometimes I really want a relationship. I've never had one or ever really cared for anyone, and I want to know what that feels like. Sometimes, I even have these weird, random dreams of me being with someone in an intimate way so intense that when I wake up its like those things were ACTUALLY ripped from me. Those days I wake up and wish so deeply that something like that would happen. More than anything though, I wish I could stop having those stupid dreams altogether.