I've had a crush on my best friend since I met her years ago. Sometimes when I play with myself, I think of her and I instantly climax. Once I had a dream that I ate her pussy and she ate mine... I woke up so wet. I tried to tell her once through text but I couldn't send the message. What makes matters worse is that I'm engaged and I keep finding myself thinking of her.... I wish I told her when I first felt that way about her.