I cheated on my exboyfriend, and i don't regret it. The fact that i don't regret it makes me feel like I'm a horrible person (which i probably am) But he treated me like shit for a long time, and i just couldn't stand it anymore.. my escape was to sleep with someone else.. that was my way of escaping the reality, because i didn't want to break up and break his heart and the guy i slept with was so good to me. My ex still doesn't know that i cheated (i hope). i fell in love with the other guy, but he broke my heart and i just completely lost control of everything. Now i have a new boyfriend and i love him more than i've ever loved anyone, but he is very controlling and jealous, so i don't know if i can handle being in a relationship with him any longer. I love him with all my heart, but he doesn't let me have guyfriends (i would never cheat on him and they are just friends of mine, i would never sleep with them). I really miss having them as my friends, but i love him so much.. I don't want to, but i accept his extreme controlling anyways because i don't want to lose him and i don't think i could handle it if he broke up with me..