I babysit for friends who have a four month old. She breast feeds the baby and has a freezer drawer full of bags of milk that she has pumped for him when she can't be there. About two months ago, I gave in to temptation and tasted it after I had gotten the baby's bottle ready. One thing led to another since then, and tonight I drank an entire bottle myself after putting him to bed. On one hand, I am so embarrassed. On the other, there is a strange sense of happiness from pretending that I am her baby.