In high school I was often alone, though I had friends they came second hand because they were friends with my brother. I met a girl who I thought was really cute and she seemed nice. I talked to her only a few times but she was a good person. I even defended her from a bully once not because she needed help but because I dislike bullies. Somewhere along the line, my attraction became more of an obsession and stalked her on social media. I twisted the thought of her in my head rather than getting to know to person she actually was. This is four years since high school and I still hang it over my head as my weakest moment in life and I don't think I have ever gotten past it. If I could ever apologize I would but I can't because I am weak.