I'm not sure how you multiple times just up and left. Got with new people without even getting to know them. We spent roughly five years on and off. There's not a day that passes that I don't think about you, us, our time spent together. You left multiple times and got into new relationships like you never loved me; like you never knew me. We're split now, I'm with someone new. I'd just like to say that I must be very a awkward person. She gets worried, upset sometimes because I don't open up, I don't love easily, I'm not romantic or sexual as she'd like. I'll never understand how you did it to me. I don't understand how you'd always open up to people so easily.