..... You know.. my dad was very kind and strong for me and my family. He was so willing to do every right thing no matter how small it'd be only to get us good foods and so on. He always loved to play, laugh, and joke with us all. Now it's been 3 years since the last time I experienced all that.. now that he chose to throw us away, it makes me feel so mad and upset. But aside all the anger and tears I hold, I still see him as my only dad.. I see regard and respect him as my only amazing dad even if he doesn't want to even glance at me anymore... I wish I could turn back and stayed in my past forever... or changed the future to just have him back again with us..